This rainy morning was spent experiencing what i never had. I've never been that aimless, i never felt such hatred before. I didn't know what to do so the coward in me ran away. But they, the next time i see someone sitting alone in one corner back facing out, i'll get the hint to go away. Some people are so clueless, they deserve a kick in their asses.

Sometimes i tried so hard to fit in, to put on a strong front, to be happy and fake. I thought i can accept my fate but i don't do fake. But i dont know how people will see me so i have no choice. Its wearing me out, badly. I miss myself, i miss those people who once played a big role in my life. At least i know they dont do judging or they actually know me well enough to judge a minimal. Now i just feel like i'm standing alone, going through what i think is the toughest path of my life on my own. I'm so sick and tired of everything and the worst part is crying doesn't make me feel any better.

Sick of my string of rants yet? I've learnt something, better fake than sorry. Yup ouch ouch JAA NE!! CAN'T YOU FEEL THE BLISS? WHOOPS I MEAN MY BLISS. Irony much.